4th january No P*rn post

Such a weird relationship it is, i dont want to do it, i practically forbid myself from doing it, and yet, i keep breaking my own oath. Although i am making it harder and harder on myself to break my oath (by utilising an application that blocks keywords sites and such that i tell it to block) i keep doing it, finding new and inventive ways or keywords or places in which to find the despicable content. Odd thing is, that, i am not at all that enthusiastic to find alternatives to sites like youtube or twitter or reddit, although i am surfing on things like news sites or magazine like sites a little more, but i really am not feeling compelled to do it, as much as i am with the other type of content. I don't have a point, just writing. This cleansing of the internet has been a very good thing for me, i must say.